
The truth is out. And yes i love him. So my 4 years of waiting is finally done. But i can't deny that I'll be jealous of his ex. Their love for each other is just so deep. And I'm prepared to overcome this. I know i can.
At this moment, I'm trying to know him better. Prove my love to him. Cherish him for as long as i can. And I'm also hoping to stay in his heart foever. Hoping that i do have a place there. Not as deep as his ex but as important.
Talking about the future does make me wonder if it will really happen. What i can do now is pray for the best. Just like how i pray to be with him. Maybe he's here for a moment. Maybe forever. But he's here for a reason. My happiness is in him. And i hope it's forever.
Jealousy. It will always be there. Whether I'm concern or not, just know that deep down I'll be jealous. Jealous because i care for you. Because i love you. But I don't want any unreasonable fights in the relationship. And know that there will be a reason for everything i do. And I do not regret this decision that i made.
Labels: The only decision that i will regret is letting you go.