It hurts so much just knowing we're on the verge of a break up. I don't know how can i live without him. My life now includes him. Or should i say he's my life. I can't stop myself from looking at his whatsapp. Waiting for his reply.
I know that my love towards him can't surpass his love towards zee. I can't deny that i get jealous. But what right do i have to get angry? I'm attached to him while he still loves her. It's right for zee to get angry with me cos i took her love.
I don't mean to replace her. I love him as he is. I don't know when this spark of love begins. What i know is 4 years ago i told Hadree that i like him. Never did i expect that likeness change into love. I love him sincerely.
If we're meant to go our seperate ways, know that i still love you at that point. And i will still love you forever. Deep in my heart, there's a space for you that nobody can replace. It might take a few years for me to really let you go. This is if we're separated.
Truthfully, i don't to go our seperate ways. I want us. I want you and me, till jannah. I miss you. I miss us. I just wanna be close to you. I just wanna be your pillar of strength. It's all because i love you. And i need you very much.